No regrets

Yesterday i went to a party because of the birth day of a friend, and everything was well until he appeared. My only foe at school were there with his boyfriend. Actually it was very awkward, and i just wanted to get out of that party, and i did. Yet after all the time i still hate him, or i thinked so. I didn't talk to him at the party and i leaved it very soon, just because of him, but today at morning i reminded that night, and thinked better about it. I said why do i hate him?, and the answer was very stupid, well in the moment that it happend i was very angry, but it happend long long time ago, and was something very unimportant, so i thinked: i should sorry him because of what happend in the past, i would live better without that hate. And well, i decided that the next time i meet him i will apologize for all the times that i did something bad to him, because i did, c'mon! i was very very angry, don't blame me xD.

What about smoking?

I'm used to smoke some cigarettes when i'm with partners or friends, but there is no other way i could do that, i'm not addicted to the cigarettes, i'm conscious about it and i agree with the people who smoke cigarettes, but it doesn't mean that i think it's ok, i mean, everyone knows that the cigarrete isn't good for your lungs. You could say that i'm a social smoker, i guess, because i don't even like to smoke, for me is just an excuse to distract myself meanwhile i talk with the people, but is it really necessary to smoke when you aren't with your friends (partners or whoever)?. Personally, i think that's the line between an adicted and a casual smoker, because if you smoke when you are not pushed by any situation, it means that your body need it, so you're not smoking because of you want, it's because of the nicotine is working on you. I hope never to be an adicted, but who knows?, i could become in one any time, because i smoke each time i meet my friends.

I ♥ sea

I wanted so much to go to the beach and look at the sea and feel the soft breeze on my face, it makes me feel so relaxed, and today i finally got it. Today i met a friend who lives next to the beach and was so amazing walk through the rocks with her and enjoy a little calmness of the sea. I simply love the quietness that brings to listen the waves arriving the shore again and again, ovbviously without the quantity of persons who visit the beach at the summer, because we were almost alone. I think that the sea is definetly one of my favorite things of the life, i MUST repeat it again sometime.

Enjoy Enjoy Enjoy!

From time to time i think about the life and i focus myself in the problems, but quietly, because i never get upset because of that, just some of them make me angry, but most of the time i stay quiet, and! one of those times i thinked something very very smart. I'm a little sensitive about some problems, so i just said, why think about waht to do if i can enjoy a lot more the life if i just stop thinking so much and enjoy everithing. Actually it was somthing that a friend said, but i remind her now, and i never spected the reasonable that it can be. So until now, everithing will be about enjoing the life (H).